Too afraid - I'm sorry

Posted by ElaineM on September 21, 2006, at 10:19:36

I'm sorry I haven't been able to read. You are so kind to wonder how I was doing. (((((carers))))) :'( I don't know what to do or how to start... :'( ...everything is going to h*ll. I get so backed up with things that happen, my head gets so full, and it's like it overloads and I just say nothing instead :"( I can't stop crying. And shaking, jumpy. The more that happens, the less I know! My mind is turning to jello..........so much f-ing stuff!....I can't take it. I don't know what to ask, or say....I would injure you all with my sadness - it would hurt you. NOTHING makes this stop......*tears..... there is no hope. I keep trying, but nothing comes. Only more hurt.

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Too afraid - I'm sorry ElaineM 9/21/06
(((((((((((EL))))))))))) » ElaineM muffled 9/21/06
Help places, Sunday, etc ***triggers ElaineM 9/21/06
Re: Help places, Sunday, etc ***triggers » ElaineM sunnydays 9/21/06
Re: Help places, Sunday, etc ***triggers » sunnydays Lindenblüte 9/21/06
Re: Help places, Sunday, etc ***triggers » ElaineM Poet 9/21/06
T stuff, knowing what you feel?***triggers » Poet ElaineM 9/21/06
Sunny, LL ElaineM 9/21/06
Re: Sunny, LL » ElaineM Lindenblüte 9/22/06
Re: T stuff, knowing what you feel?***triggers caraher 9/22/06
(((Keep trying El))) muffled 9/22/06
time and love » Lindenblüte ElaineM 9/22/06
Re: T stuff, knowing what you feel?***triggers » ElaineM Poet 9/22/06
Re: time and love » ElaineM Lindenblüte 9/22/06
question answers » caraher ElaineM 9/23/06
Rambling (up to Thurs.) ***trigger? ElaineM 9/23/06
Re: Rambling (up to Thurs.) ***trigger? » ElaineM Lindenblüte 9/23/06
Re: Rambling (up to Thurs.) ***trigger? Seeking Peace 9/23/06
Re: Rambling (up to Thurs.) ***trigger? caraher 9/23/06
Re: Rambling (up to Thurs.) ***trigger? » ElaineM Poet 9/24/06
Run, how??? muffled 9/24/06
I'm slow now *trig? » Seeking Peace ElaineM 9/24/06
Re: I'm slow now *trig? caraher 9/25/06
Re: I'm slow now *trig? happyflower 9/25/06
responses to Rambing **trig? ElaineM 9/25/06
Re: responses to Rambing **trig? » ElaineM muffled 9/25/06
hi » ElaineM Lindenblüte 9/25/06
Re: responses to Rambing **trig? Seeking Peace 9/25/06
past female helpers » muffled ElaineM 9/26/06
Re: past female helpers » ElaineM muffled 9/26/06
T cancelled :-( ElaineM 9/27/06
Re: T cancelled :-( » ElaineM Lindenblüte 9/27/06
Re: T cancelled :-( » Lindenblüte muffled 9/27/06
last straw. ElaineM 9/28/06
One thing muffled 9/28/06
Re: last straw. » ElaineM Lindenblüte 9/28/06
(((((El))))) (nm) sunnydays 9/28/06
way back last Friday ElaineM 9/30/06
Re: way back last Friday » ElaineM muffled 9/30/06
Re: way back last Friday » ElaineM TherapyGirl 9/30/06
Re: way back last Friday Lindenblüte 9/30/06
help for him *small SI ElaineM 10/1/06
^^^^^sorry, above for Muffled (nm) ElaineM 10/1/06
Re: way back last Friday » TherapyGirl ElaineM 10/3/06
Re: way back last Friday » ElaineM TherapyGirl 10/3/06
books, boundaries, accents » Lindenblüte ElaineM 10/3/06
Re: books, boundaries, accents » ElaineM Lindenblüte 10/3/06
Re: way back last Friday caraher 10/4/06
Re: books, boundaries, accents » Lindenblüte Dinah 10/4/06
emotional mind/rational mind/ and a flashback. » Dinah Lindenblüte 10/4/06
Re: way back last Friday » caraher ElaineM 10/4/06
breakdown beginning **trigs, suicide, SI ElaineM 10/6/06
Re: breakdown beginning **trigs, suicide, SI caraher 10/7/06
Re: breakdown beginning **trigs, suicide » caraher ElaineM 10/7/06

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