Posted by ElaineM on September 27, 2006, at 17:38:20
In reply to Re: past female helpers » ElaineM, posted by muffled on September 26, 2006, at 23:23:33
My T told me today that he's going to a conference on Friday and canceled my session! That's no warning! I'm so scared that he's going away when I'm so unwell. I'm going to go mad with anxiety this weekend, worrying that I'll worsen physically and I'll be alone. I'm really scared for myself. I've been so shaky (mentally) lately. I'm going to go crazy.
ps. I did forget to tell some good news. My writing course starts next week. (I got the confirmation) I really hope I'm well enough to go -- you're not supposed to miss the first one. I'm scared to do this too (what else is new) but I want to try. My body must cooperate with me for once. I NEED to be well. I didn't tell T about me doing this. I'm not sure why. I feel a little sneaky keeping it a secret, but I'm going to -- for a little while at least.
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