Posted by Dinah on April 30, 2005, at 12:26:25
In reply to woozy from meds...forgive any ramblins/errors » frida, posted by shrinking violet on April 30, 2005, at 11:24:45
BELIEVE me, I understand as much as anyone could. I really feel for you, and wish I could help.
But. She is still your therapist for one more week, and emailing her (if that's how you contact her between sessions) the things you say here are what therapists are for.
((((Shrinking Violet))))
If you can't manage it with her, perhaps another member of your team? And if not with them then ask for a referral for a therapist outside the university?
Sweet Shrinking Violet, as much as we want to help, you need someone IRL to support you at this difficult time. I'll lend you some of my courage to help you find someone.
> Although, I am taking one course this summer, and continuing my work at the library, so I will be on campus and technically a student, but, she seems to want to terminate now, so I didn't ask why I couldn't finsh the summer with her....I'd be too devastated if she said no.
> --I don't know,I wish there were. I know she knows I'm upset, but I don't think she knows how hard this is, about the drug0-taking to keep myself asleep/numb, about the suicidal plans/thoughts, about the intense fear of being left alone. But, it sems stupid and unfair to dump all of this on her now. I want to email her so badly, but....I won't.
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