Posted by Poet on April 30, 2005, at 3:34:26
In reply to .....never known pain like this......(trigger?), posted by shrinking violet on April 29, 2005, at 18:56:59
(((((((((SV))))))))))))
I know you are hurting so badly, and I wish I could find a way for you to keep seeing your T.
I know how intense the pain of major depression is. It's like my mind can only think of that one thing that would make me happy, make my life worth living. It's always something completely out of reach- for me it's a job. For you it is your therapist.
I am surrounding you with white light of healing, I hope it lessens your pain. You tried your hardest in therapy. Trying ones best is all that we can ask of ourselves. Be proud of what you did share with her. At the last session I think you'll be surprised how many things she heard you say and how you said it. My T does that to me alot, you said...
Sorry this post is getting rambling. Should have drank until I fell asleep, but am only drinking two nights a week. So I just popped an ambien and I need to sleep -it's 3:30 A.M.
Take Care Many Hugs, Hug and kiss your kitten and I'll hug and kiss my three kitties. Remember pets provide unconditional love, and you need to be loved.
Good night, actually morning.
Poet
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