Posted by MichaelJr on November 16, 2005, at 12:42:52
Guys
I am living a crazy life right now. I have a lot of problems and some social problems so I haven't dated for a really long time. I also have no self confidence at all so I believe that no girl would ever like me!
So for a graduation present I took a trip to Rio De Janeiro Brazil. At the time I was naive but then I started reading on the net about that city and found out it is full of prostitutes! There are dozens of legal brothers there that are like spas in the USA and they are really nice! So I went there and had sex with about 10 prostitutes in 7 days (well kind of, I couldn't get it up beacause of my meds!). So here I am in Brazil paying for all this sex and I can't get it up!
But I got home and these prosititues reallly filled a void for me. I was without attention from any women for about 4 years, so I was craving more of this.
Since then, I have been touring all the prosittion capitals in the western hempisphere. I have been to Tijuana, Costa Rica, and Buenos Aires..twice! I have been with about 25 prostitutes since February! I am also going back to Argentina on Saturday for another 7 days and guess why??!!
I am getting in serious debt with all of this. I was taking out student loans and had way more than I needed. I also ran up a 9 thousand dollar credit card bill in under a year! I think my parents will just pay it when I come crawling to them about it but I seriously feel like such a fool spending all this money that I don't have.
I am 24 years old and it would be better if I just got a regular girlfriend but that seems like it will never happen for me. I am so shy and haven't had a girlfriend for 4 years! I can barely even talk to girls either.
The worst part is is that Im using drugs like Viagra and Cialis like crazy to get it up because otherwise it is too hard with my meds! and I'm 24 not 64 here!
Anyway any thoughts on this? Please don't judge my behavior as it is not really accepted in the USA.
poster:MichaelJr
thread:579342
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