Posted by susan47 on February 25, 2008, at 19:29:14
In reply to Re: When? Tell me Now .. when will it happen that I » susan47, posted by Damos on December 8, 2007, at 18:15:44
To hell with suffering. I know why it's there and why we have to go through it, why everybody does in some form, that's certain, and I know every time I suffer for some cause or some reason I know I always end up with more understanding, more empathy, and more gratitude.
But why I feel weaker all the time, that's another thing. I don't know. I just don't know. I don't know how all this will end. I don't feel good about this, although I really want to. I want to feel good about everything. There has to have been a purpose, a reason for it. Do you know the feeling of not wanting to leave until you know you've done everything you have to do, and done it well? It's an awful feeling not to have that.
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