Posted by susan47 on December 14, 2007, at 18:46:39
In reply to Sh*t. How great is that, how gorgeous and, posted by susan47 on December 14, 2007, at 18:40:42
Forgive me Dr. B, oh holy one, thou dearest Dr. Bob, forgive me for doing this, because I suspect you will suspend me, cut me off, as you have in the past, for being a Vicious Bitch, an Unruly One, a Control Freak, one who has to be Stopped. So okay, a little paranoid yes, but then I am Under the Influence, which makes me a very Bad Person. Okay, enough with that sh*t. So forgive me for hurting myself once again, and using you, and using this forum, to hurt myself with. But here is the fact.
But, f*ck my ex-T for putting up barriers to my health and wellbeing, for having me fall in love with him not understanding what would happen to me, happen to my brain and my soul and my entire wellbeing, because I was on the verge of Collapse when i came for help, and he edged it along, not realizing, not realizing.
So f*ck it, just f*ck the whole Damn Thing.
I am a Screw-up, and that is my life, and so what the hell.
What the f*ck*ng hell.
And thank you and I suppose you will make this goodbye. Or maybe I will be ignored, and that would be nothing new or unusual either.
So forgive my language, and my bad manners, but f*ck the whole damn thing.
poster:susan47
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