Posted by susan47 on December 10, 2007, at 18:22:03
In reply to Complaints, and more, posted by susan47 on December 9, 2007, at 20:09:48
Well it's in my hand now, and the coolness of the paper .. well, if you knew graphology, you'd see lots in the writing, there. And I do know, and what is see is precision and thoughtfulness, and I see also a loss of the desire to be an auuthority. I see uncertainty. Hesitation. And then .. commitment. To the end, and I am afraid to open it, because underneath the brown paper, must be cheap stock haha, okay I see typed words and I don't type in that small a font, or something, but also there could easily be a signature there, wyich means definitely that i am now afraid, which is okay too because nothing's ever changed, everything stays the same, and there is the World out there and in here and they cannot match, my dear, they cannot ever match but oh how the pain in my arm is ... so bad. I have to look elsewhere for hope, hope in life and hope in living and hope in being True to myself .. a paradigm shift is required.
I am so weak, and you are so strong. And sure, sure of yourself. Wow. My god, to be more like you, less like me.
Less.
Like me.
Oh, god.
poster:susan47
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