Posted by susan47 on December 10, 2007, at 18:25:59
In reply to Okay., posted by susan47 on December 10, 2007, at 18:22:03
I am so cold, I am shivering, my hands hurt with the cold, and i rock and i close my eyes and i am so cold, so very very cold, will i ever warm up, i am afraid and i cannot open the envelope, my life is going to end, no it isn't, it is Not going to end, not my life, but this other thing definitely is, it is definitely going to end, because I cannot try and put two separate worlds together anymore without exploding and losing myself in anger and unmanageable feelings of guilt and shame and idiocy and too much Truth, too much truth for me and lies for everyone else, and i don't understand any of it I just don't know what to do, but I will explode if I don't do something, maybe I need to hug my son.
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