Posted by Susan47 on January 21, 2006, at 0:20:42
In reply to You two, posted by James K on January 20, 2006, at 22:24:53
> Why are you being so kind to me? Why haven't I noticed you are in as much pain as I am? Well actually I have. But I feel selfish. Thank you so much.
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> I don't mean to turn alexandra's intellectual threads into therapy. I hope that isn't getting you down. I'm putting too much importance on my effect on others I know. I really just want to say I like you and let's have more fun while we still deal.
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> I'm going to take a bath,
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> James K
I hope you come out of the bath all gooshy and warm and clean ... you're not selfish if you're doing your best, and I think you really are. Pain is one of those things that can move us forward but it's so Damn Hard, you know, to stay the course and not fall away in despair. To remember there's a goal, and keep it in sight.. well, sometimes we need to help each other by holding a hand or two. And right now you two are mine, one on each side, and damn it thank you so much. I hurt too, I hurt too.
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