Posted by Susan47 on June 25, 2005, at 19:11:34
In reply to Re: I am trying » Susan47, posted by sunny10 on June 22, 2005, at 7:39:18
For me, being afraid to self-medicate ceased to be an issue, after the guilt disappeared. After I had it more in control. I don't know, maybe that's an illusion. But if the illusion of having it under control includes doing well in my life, and being happy, and making a lot of friends and keeping them, then it's not a bad one, and I really don't have to be afraid.
I think I'm kind of lucky. For now. The last three weeks have been good ones, may they continue onward, moving forward. You'll get there. You will.
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