Posted by Susan47 on June 25, 2005, at 19:24:55
In reply to Re: I am trying » Susan47, posted by sunny10 on June 22, 2005, at 7:39:18
Wow. I So Love snailmail. Your new therapist sounds excellent, so far. Wonderful, wonderful for you, Sunny.. take her caring and apply it liberally to your soul .. don't forget the application, it's so so important. Words are one thing, theory has its own shelf life... action is reality, and you have to take what your therapist gives you and use it, and not just comfort yourself, but learn about your true, beautiful nature.. a therapist who's able reflect that sense of worth back to the client, is really valuable. And your job is to be open and receptive to it. And also to make sure you trust her, but not to the point of putting yourself at risk. Whew. Life. I hope I get it right.
How have your dreams been lately? I ask only because it's at the forefront of my mind, that last night I had another House dream, but the house was beautiful, it was cleaned up from the last time I was in it. Everything's been renovated, and it's very elegant and sophisticated, although a tad dark. And the nicest rooms aren't being used, they're closed off by some sort of glass wall. My mother's there, and she's gesturing to our guests, inviting them to look at the rooms, see how they're renovated so well, now? And We're not using them yet ... but I can't figure out why on earth we wouldn't, except that there's something.. cold, and dark, and very masculine, about that part of the House. It's like paradise, in a way, looking at that part and wanting to be in there, because there's a bar, you know, with barstools, and you just want to fill the room with people and Entertain, Yes, and be free, and funny, and fun, really getting into people's heads and enjoying everything. I'm in some kind of nirvana-type headspace today. I sat and watched a cat dozing in shade, and I went over and had a bit of a talk with Cat,
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