Posted by crushedout on October 17, 2004, at 0:51:28
I thought my relationship was breaking up and now it's going better. It was really bad there for a while. But I'm not in love and I don't feel like I'll ever be. I think part of why I'm in this is that I long for stability, security, a home, being on a team with someone (it's so hard sometimes to struggle through this life mostly alone). And this guy seems like a good one to team up with. Mentally stable, supportive, smart, financially comfortable, competent.Oh g*d, I sound so bad saying all this. I can't even post this, can I?
Doesn't this sound all wrong? I don't love him. There's no magic. But he's been good for me, and I want the life we could have together. Do I have to get out? Is there a clear right answer?
I'm so confused.
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thread:404036
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