Posted by ElaineM on December 8, 2006, at 22:32:06
In reply to Re: fought today » ElaineM, posted by LlurpsieBlossom on December 8, 2006, at 21:34:53
I know. Time for endings and breaks all around. I will try. I'm trying :( He's said a version of that before and I defended it in my head. But sometimes I can hear you all now when weird stuff happens. When he said that, I heard it as YOU GUYS would've heard it (right away, instead of after). I wanted to make sure I wasn't misunderstanding him, so I asked him that question. I felt a little bad asking it (like I was setting him up) but I had to hear him say it plain. If he'd meant something different he would've said so. It's so different now than before :"(
(((((LL))))) sorry if I'm upsetting you. [if you're not upset, then sorry too - some people are mad at me now, I'm mad at myself, and I can't help but think everyone else is too] I know I must seem stupid to have stayed so long [stupid =my word, not yours]. It's always been hard. Too hard with no breathers:( ANd I know I'll seem obnoxiously stubborn and stupid if I ever go back. I'm afraid I won't be able to stay alone. I know I can't, but I'm trying :'( Can't but trying. Can't - trying. :"(
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