Posted by ElaineM on September 10, 2006, at 12:48:02
In reply to Re: Lurp and Dinah **trigger injury violence**, posted by llrrrpp on September 9, 2006, at 22:03:50
I SI'd again last night -- the regular way though. Not so bad, but upsetting I guess. I don't know. It's probably just going to be a regular thing again. Whatever.
>>>>For one thing, the teeth that are not quite better are still "under warranty" from your dentist/endodontist.
I hope so. I don't know yet. But they just HAVE to be. If not then I may as well have set $3000 on fire and watched it burn.
>>>>>I'm glad that she's a positive figure in your life right now. I hope that she is able to pull some strings for you.
Ya, she's not part of my life anymore, except in memory. What else is there to do except let it be a good one, even if I have to convince myself a little. There's no real choice but to remember her fondly -- infuse a little more caring in her actions when I recall them, even if it wasn't so much there in person. Maybe I will hear from her again, who knows. I'm not allowed to stay in contact with her though, or meet with her ever again....That's OK, I bet I wouldn't have even shown up for a third time anyways :(
7 inches! That's a phobia of mine. You're a brave woman. I will probably end up seeing you in my head now as CC looked :)
>>>>>i don't know why I just told you all of that stuff. It might make you feel even worse. Well, I just wanted you to know that you're not alone.
Nope, not worse. But holy cr@p!! Ya, I guess you would understand the dental stuff! It's such a specific kind of pain. I had a smaller similar version when he felt uncomfortable giving me more injections and by the time he was getting to the end, I told him (slurred, and bathed in saliva) that "I can feel it". And he was like, "No I don't think so. You couldn't be". I was lucky it was near the end. It was more upsetting that, yet again, another medical professional was disbelieving me.
How do you stop them from throbbing? OTC stuff does nothing -- they are like tictacs. Sometimes when I'm desperate I take the T3's (which aren't prescribed for my teeth) but they usually only mess with my balance. BLAH!!
Always share any of your pain (when you want). You do not have to be the strong one all of the time. I am specifically good with the dental stuff, if nothing else ;-) ((((LL)))))
another day.....*sigh*
blove, EL
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