Posted by ElaineM on September 11, 2006, at 16:39:29
In reply to Re: :-) **SI trigger** lemon sorbet trigger » ElaineM, posted by llrrrpp on September 10, 2006, at 21:10:27
My arm looks better today. It still hurts to bend but it's healing. I'm glad -- I don't like this one at all. Last night was good, and I'm proud:) And even though T did what he warned me he'd do today, I'm not crazy-anxious -- just sad and torn. I'm not even good with inconsequential decisions. Brain freeze. But he says that that's part of my pathology. That I use indecision to absolve myself from any responsibility for my existance. That I'm afraid to do what I should do, to feel happy - cause "happy" would connect me to the world of humans.
.......Does the end always justify the means?.....man, how vague is THAT?!......???
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