Posted by muffled on June 12, 2006, at 13:52:26
In reply to Re: Got in a fight with my Shadow (TRIGGER) » happyflower, posted by Tamar on June 12, 2006, at 13:41:52
Yeah… getting the pain out. The only thing I’ve figured out so far is that I need to feel safe. And it doesn’t come easily to me. I wish I had a special place I could go that was my safe place. Maybe I could imagine one… But I’d rather have a real one.
***I have my cave...
I myself don't go there but I send The Kid and the Table Kid there. Strangely it DOES help. Very strange, cuz doing that sorta stuff isn't usu. my thing.
I wear boots most of the time. I rarely am w/o a knife. I have trained myself to get over my aversion to physical violence to the point I feel I COULD in fact hurt someone as necccessary. I started packing a knife, wearing boots, when I was very young. Dunno why?
There are no guaranttees I guess.
Do you fear for your physical safety or more mental safety?
Nosey aren't I?
I goto go out and mow my lawn :-(
Its hot.
I'm perimenopausal and I SWEAT.
Sticky and yucky.
Don't like to dress too sparesly cuz of scars :-(
Sigh......
Hope you doing ok and I not setting you off or something. Sometimes I'm kinda stupid.
Sorry.
Muffled
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