Posted by Tamar on June 12, 2006, at 13:38:12
In reply to ((((((((((((Tamar))))))))))) » caraher, posted by muffled on June 11, 2006, at 21:14:21
> You are special, you are smart.
So are you!
> You are hurting so much.
> Did you ever show your T all your other injuries????
> He needs to understand the depth of your pain.Funny story… I never showed him any of my injuries, but mentioned to him about the photos I took and asked if I could leave them with him. He had suggested I could leave something with him, and I thought of the photos. But when I mentioned it to him he looked quite alarmed. I asked if it was appropriate and he said he didn’t know. So I asked him to think about it, and I told him he didn’t have to look at them. But he never mentioned it again and I couldn’t bear to bring it up. So I don’t know if he ever thought about it. He probably forgot. He’s good at forgetting. (I’m such a bitch.)
> My GP etc. wanto put me on seroquel....
> Mebbe you need a diff. med too if your still needing to SI so intensely?I’m starting to think it’s a good idea.
> I want to wrap you up and make you safe and to somehow suck the hurt away from you :-(
That sounds really nice :)
> You are smart and eloquent. Kind and considerate. Your just in a rough place right now. But its not forever.
> Celexa made me SI much worse. Zoloft is ok at lower doses.The SI only became regular and frequent since Prozac. When I wasn’t on meds I hardly ever did it….
> Noboddy asks me bout me scars either.
> My hand was all bashed, my GP didn't say nothing when I was there, cept 'want me to bandage it?.' I said no. Then later she phones mental health on me.....Grrr… I hate people who make assumptions. Why should she presume to call mental health if she hadn’t asked you about it?
> Mebbe when you want to SI you could send out a bunch of babblemails and if anyones around we can chat? Or that chat thing that replaced 'open'?
I will try really hard to do that next time. I need to find ways of stopping.
Thanks so much (((((Muffled)))))
Tamar
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