Posted by ghost on June 18, 2004, at 11:07:58
In reply to Re: delayed breakdowns-back again, posted by B2chica on June 18, 2004, at 8:06:52
i'm so PROUD of you for giving that letter to your T! that's awesome. good job!! that took a lot of guts and effort on your part. i'm so proud.
as far as looking at everyday objects and relating them to SI tools... i think that's further proof you're teetering on the edge. when i was feeling suicidal (and even now, on a particularly bad day), i would look at everyday items and think about how they could kill me. from cutting to poisoning to hanging to smothering to drowning... i thought of it all. sometimes it was just a relief to know i had a way out nearby. othertimes it was scary and made me feel out of control.
does your T have your work number? i really hope he'll think about squeezing you in to see you early. if he doesnt, though, tuesday's almost here. if you need net access over the weekend to talk to us, make sure you try the local library.
love,
ghost
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