Posted by terrics on June 19, 2004, at 19:56:22
In reply to delayed breakdowns***trigger***, posted by B2chica on June 17, 2004, at 12:55:33
Hi B2, I completely understand, especially about not wanting to die, but wanting to finish the job. Unfortunatley, my description of what happens has to be graphic for anyone to understand. I cut on my abdomen. Each time it is deeper. I want to reach way down to the guts of me. Also, last year I had a major delayed response to something at work which put me in the hospital [not do to SI or S attempt]. Pdoc was going away and wanted a babysitter for me.
I am trying hard to think of how you could get help. How about a suicide hotline? You can explain about the cutting and that you do not think you want to commit S. I am glad you are talking to your T about this. You need a lifeline when this happens. You could call me, but I do not know how to give you my number without posting it, and I do not want to post it. If you can think of a way let me know. terrics
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