Posted by susan47 on August 5, 2006, at 11:39:33
In reply to Re: .., posted by Estella on August 5, 2006, at 9:05:06
The impostor was never the you in school. The impostor was the one who gave up all responsibility to the world, and look what the world f*cking did with you? Don't you f*cking think that you can do better than that, better than putting yourself into the hands of people who don't know what you need as well as you do?
It's horrible when nobody loves you. It's horrible when you can't love anybody, when you can't love yourself, when you feel ugly and worthless and stupid. IT'S THE BIGGEST LIE YOU'VE EVER BEEN TOLD AND YOU FELL FOR IT, AND THAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU STUPID IT JUST MEANS YOU TRUSTED THE ONLY PEOPLE YOU COULD AND THAT IS NOT YOUR FAULT and you're ALLOWED TO STOP FLOGGING YOURSELF NOW.
I'm going before I hurt somebody really badly. Because Estella, love yourself as much as you deserve, which is HUGELY.. you're HUGELY DESERVING.
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