Posted by pinkeye on July 17, 2005, at 18:52:16 [reposted on July 22, 2005, at 0:51:24 | original URL]
In reply to Thanks so much everyone.., posted by pinkeye on July 17, 2005, at 17:28:30
I think it is really my fate.. even if I behave very very well, somehow I always get to have the worst treatment..
with my husband, I have really been in my best behavior for the past several months.. I did everythign he wanted me to do, infact he himself told me several time he was extremely lucky to have me..But even then, he ends up treating me badly.. Same thing with my dad also - looking back, I could not have been a better child.. I really was quite very nice, studied well, never was into any mischief, listened to what my fahter told me etc, yet he treated me like his surrogate wife, and little bit abused me sexually etc..
Maybe it is just my fate or Karma - even if I behave extremely well, guys abuse me and treat me like dirt.. and I don't know what to do to make it different.. Even with my ex T - I was his best patient (his own words to my father).. but he ended up leaving me and hurting me so badly..
I must be doing something really wrong to get treated very badly all the time from everyone. I don't know what I am doing wrong.. And my fahter and my husband say they like me a lot, but I don't think so.. nobody really likes me.. They just use me and treat me like dirt in the end. And my ex T didn't treat me badly, but he also didn't like me..
I don't know what more I should do to be treated well and liked and respected.. I don't understnad what I am doing so wrong.
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