Posted by maggie1970 on June 29, 2005, at 12:30:17
In reply to Re: Guilt guilt guilt, should I let it take me down? » maggie1970, posted by jazzed on June 25, 2005, at 16:29:10
Sorry I didn't write for a few days. I felt so good after reading from you all, I need to reread it. I met with a new doctor who was going to start me on medication, but wanted to get to know me first. It's unlike any other doctor I've been to, nice, but I really wanted to start working on this as soon as I could because it takes so long for the medication to work and I'm too down. So I was so down that I had to wait until our next meeting, I became a little out of it for a bit. Also, my boyfriend's divorce is nearly finalized. They're just setting the date, and even though he is excited to have it done, they were both eager to have it done with and do it quickly, when he told me it was signed and was so excited, I still felt that old sick feeling. I called my counselor and am considering telling her the truth about how I knew him before she served him with the divorce statement, etc... I'm just so scared of what she'll think of me, so I've been avoiding her. I know that's the last thing I need. I need someone to be comforting as you all have been. I feel at home here, and so glad that not only do you not judge me for this, but for being self-injurious as well, something I've learned, some of you are as well. I think in a way, I've found a new family here, which is much healthier. Thanks. On another note, how are all of YOU doing??? :)
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