Posted by crushedout on February 28, 2004, at 9:33:24
In reply to The rest... » crushedout, posted by Elle2021 on February 28, 2004, at 2:51:04
> > wanting so much to be my t's
> lover/child/mother/friend and knowing i can't be. that's clear as can be. and yes, i do it to distract myself from the pain that causes me, which is pretty unbearable at times.
>
> That's definitely something that needs to be talked about with your T (but you already have said you know that). Do you think that once your therapist finally confirms the fact that she can't have a relationship with you outside of the professional type, that the SI-ing will subside?i kind of doubt it. but maybe. she's actually confirmed this several times, but she was very clear and firm about it on thursday, the day she was mad at me for SI'ing. maybe that's why she was doing that. i dunno. it hurt a lot. but i dissociated and then i got depressed.
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