Posted by alexandra_k on December 1, 2005, at 23:43:09
In reply to Re: » alexandra_k, posted by Damos on December 1, 2005, at 23:32:33
hey.
thanks for that.
i have been winding myself up...
into a right state.
:-(hmm.
and the latter post...
i was hurting
and made some (probably)
unfair generalisations...
(and thats the best you will get out of me at this point)
but i guess the point...
is really that...
other people are about a million times braver than me
but thats okay.thanks for that damos.
i need to do something...
i need something to change for me...
tomorrow...
need to refocus.
i really have been crying
thinking
ruminating
remembering
sleepingfor the past few days...
i need to do this...
it is still possible
but not if i don't snap out of this real soon.need to do this
then...
it will be doneand i'll only be a little bit embarrased / ashamed
for having lost it for a couple days
so long...
as i don't mess it up bigtime...(((damos)))
damn letter
damnit
:-(
poster:alexandra_k
thread:575153
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/write/20051022/msgs/584389.html