Posted by Susan47 on April 2, 2005, at 16:39:35
In reply to Sweat, posted by Susan47 on April 2, 2005, at 16:31:16
I hate the cowardly way
you behaved, in the end.You were a coward.
And you had no trust,
none,
for me.
I, who needed it most.
I had to provide the trust for MYSELF!!!!I hate you sometimes.
Because you lie.
You lie to yourself
And you lied to me.You were never honest.
Never.
A simple conversation,
something like, "I want to build your trust. I want you to trust me. I can be trusted."
No. Just simple machinations,
manipulations of speech,
dress, voice, tone ...But now they're not so simple anymore,
are they? Because I've finally caught on...
When you've decided
to no longer trust yourself.So yes, it was always about trust.
Oh dear.
I deserve better than this.
Oh yes.
I do.No matter what the truth is,
I didn't get it.
Because you didn't give it.The truth could have been,
Oh this one is tiresome,
oh yes, I've had enough of this
She's a crazy one ...I remember the day you so sweetly said, "Shoot"
It was also just after you said to a colleague,
"Yes, people do amazing things, don't they?"Yes.
They do.
poster:Susan47
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