Posted by Susan47 on March 31, 2005, at 13:38:28
In reply to Anxiety, posted by Susan47 on March 31, 2005, at 13:34:31
the face, so much sadness is in me when I can't remember his face, because I know there was honesty and beauty in the look. And it hurts, it tears me up, knowing it's unavailable to me, my mind's eye fails me when I most need it, the reassurance, the love and caring, the illusion of it that was so important to me and carried me through so much in the last few days .. no one will ever understand ... it not understandable. It just is not, by those who don't feel it. I'm dying.
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