Posted by alexandra_k on February 10, 2014, at 21:55:16
In reply to Re: horrible scratchiness » alexandra_k, posted by Twinleaf on February 10, 2014, at 12:04:02
hi. thanks for responding. yes, i think i'll take a pill tonight. try and have a chilled out day tomorrow.
i have decided i will email the disability guy about how i don't wish to lay complaint about the whole foundations thing... leave it be.
i am in the process of changing my enrollment back to part time. i have... a lot of math to be catching up on. it is just about... not becoming too much of a crazy hermit while i get it done.
i need to plan little things. walks. gym. and i will have a couple classes from march 3 so that will help me a lot.
i have an appointment to see a skills training lady on friday. i think i'm fairly stressed about that... and... just feeling awful exposed and vulnerable after hearing something that was so personal and hard for me... just bandied about over a couple days...
i think there is some back story about people knowing... what people know... i don't know. i feel... vulnerable. exposed. like... like a stereotype. like i don't know how to be anymore. like 'should i wash my hair it is looking a bit greasy if i don't wash it people will think i need help with self-care'... i don't know... probably being my own worst enemy... edge of paranoia...
tail end of my period.. which never helps. that really does affect me so. but yeah... i need more people contact. only trouble is it needs to be very structured to be bearable for me right now. i mean... i've basically been mostly solitary since... since i bombed out of weltec. so since... around october 2012.
i knew it wasn't good for me. then looking forward to physio and then getting exempted from those courses... then looking forward to summer school and needing to unenroll from those...
:-/
i will be alright. thank you. i still love my house. yes. love it very much indeed. they shampooed the carpets the other day. yay.
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