Posted by alexandra_k on February 14, 2014, at 22:43:45
In reply to Re: happy happy-ish, posted by alexandra_k on February 14, 2014, at 1:13:34
it is a women's bar. it just feels dinky-weird because it has been so long...
wow.
feels like it was meant to be, or something. here, i mean. like i am meant to be here. the guy who takes group fitness used to be an engineer, too. haha. wins awards now for group fitness stuff. so... looking forward to box fit or whatever. martial arts to hip hop yay. zumba, even. get some rotational mobility since oly lifting is only deficient really in being vertical (though good to pull up and push up a bit too, i guess).
couple people asked me about my shoes today... i think i will be happy in the gym there.
the math is getting harder. it isn't so fun anymore. i make a lot of errors. need more practice on my times tables, i guess. i can work them out fairly quickly, but i'm still working them out rather than them being automatic. and parts are automaticitating (haha!) automating! that is it! incorrectly. like how i do with peoples names sometimes. where a person becomes 'dave, no dan no john!' for a while until john properly sinks in. two eights are still eighteen no sixteen for some reason. and some of my additions are like that, too... i guess it is practice practice practice.
i have a chemistry website now, too... actually made by people here. seems to go from year 10 (where we start that at high school) through to stuff that looks to me like organic chem. did i say this already? probably...
i need to do the gym in the evening. teh training i do... i concentrate really hard. neural system fatigue. brain fog. yeah. i need to do it in the evening as a reward. if i do it earlier... it messes things up a bit.
i am a tubby tub tub. can't even do one pull up anymore :(
thinking... processing...
the meeting with community mental health went well, really. i think... i think i do click with the person i'm going to be working with. and the guy was alright. i did bust his balls a bit about saying he would email then not... and about how he can't possibly be that happy to see me... but anyway... we will see how things go. she's a cross fitter... so that is something sort of in common anyways... i can ask her if she thinks coconut water is paleo haha. i jest. we will see.
they said a couple things.. it made me wonder a bit if they were... testing me a bit. to see how i would handle / respond to various things. i wonder a bit... i feel like there is a communication thing about me that i'm not privy to... like things are magically connected in a way that... well... i wonder about that feelings of significance thing. if i'm slightly delusional. or if i'm missing a lot of stuff that is supposed to be obvious / blatent because of this autism thing or... quite what.
not entirely sure what to tell the folks in wellington actually. i think the best strategy is actually to keep it short. limit it to one page max. that was all i got for my med application before... and it will be much more than most people give them... i need to get onto that tomorrow afternoon... send it off on monday.. the sooner it goes... the sooner i can sort out phone etc. i want that as soon as possible so the calender is set up and ready to go before classes start. not sure how likely that is...
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