Posted by daizy on December 16, 2002, at 10:29:04
In reply to Re: Bohemian-yet-shy guy w/mental ill., seeks s.f. :-) » daizy, posted by Mr Cushing on December 16, 2002, at 9:02:04
Yes I did used to party hard! Went some crazy places, did some crazy things! Its cause all my life I've had this weird feeling, Its like I know something exciting is happening somewhere, and that I should go find it,(Thrill seeking i suppose!). anyone else ever felt like that? Weird! But when I started university I just went over the top, but hey I was young (im saying that as if im old, and it was ages ago. Im not,and it wasnt!) But I burned out, and my friends are still going! (that makes me jealous in a way)
Its hard to admit to yourelf, let alone to anyone else how you feel, well for me it is anyway. But I am now taking those first steps to getting my life back on track, but as you said, its little by little :-) and your right, only once I know exactly what im dealing with can it be treated!
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