Posted by jay on December 14, 2002, at 23:44:44
How is that for a politically correct subject line? ;-) Time for my whining about why I can't get a woman in my life...:-) Out of all of the symptoms I have ever suffered, loneliness is the *absolute* worst. Crying, my tears sum up one important thing: My gawwdd..I am SO lonely.:-(
And no..I don't mean in a "I need a hug and a warm cup of chocolate" kinda way..I mean in a very intense, intimate and loving way. I've been in love..I KNOW what it is...and I WANT it soooooooo bad..You know...you may find a person or two, say at work or something, who you become *interested* in over a year or so period, only to find they are dating someone else, or not *that* interested in you.
It's not that I am desperate (ok..maybe a bit..but..there is such a complex number of things that attract me to a woman, and I certainly am not looking for anything superficial or meaningless.). I am not a drop-dead gorgeous male model, but I have been told attractive in a number of different ways, besides carrying my physical self well, looking after myself...dressing well..looking after my appearance. I have put on a 'bit' of weight with the psych meds, but some of it is coming off, and I am also 5'11"..and a big boned guy. I am gonna be 33 in 6 days...whoaa the years..lol.
What a silly post,eh? How to survive mental illness and find a meaningful date..lol!
The Lonely Canuck,
Jay
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