Posted by wittgensteinz on March 11, 2009, at 9:17:38
In reply to Re: Negative transference, posted by lucie lu on March 11, 2009, at 8:22:22
Thanks Lucie Lu,
I think your reply was spot-on. The problem now is that if I find a new pdoc I'm likely to have the same diagnosis hanging over me. It's standard for the new pdoc to request notes from the previous one. Pdoc 2 wanted notes from pdoc 1 - in those notes it stated I have severe depression and social anxiety. Now it probably says 'untreatable borderline', which hardly gives me a good starting point. So I'm going to have his legacy hanging over me whoever I end up seeing next, and then I'm going to be judged again. I'm getting more and more uncomfortable with pdocs in general.
There are more out there - I'd need to travel further. Cost isn't a problem - it's free in the Netherlands. Despite their differing opinions I have the feeling my T regards this pdoc fairly highly - they are both psychoanalysts, so maybe that's why. Pdoc 1 was a transactional analyst - how I hated it when he tried to bring that into things but that said it was never difficult getting an appointment with him - pdoc 2 must see at least 20 people a day. I'm almost wondering whether I could just go to my gp/normal doctor for these things or just stop with meds and bite my nails instead ;).
Witti
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