Posted by rskontos on April 18, 2008, at 10:48:59
In reply to Re: Trying to bail on the ClearSkies+ » rskontos, posted by star008 on April 17, 2008, at 23:31:37
Star, You are so right. Being a mom and wife I just used as a crutch to hide behind too. I never looked at myself either. I never thought about a future and just took the first thing that came along and did it and tried to do it well but nevertheless I did not try to be a well rounded person and fooled myself along the way.
I always to my defense did not realize I was hiding. I was just trying to survive. My inners were still protecting me and doing a good job. I did not even know the stuff they were hiding. But now I need to move past it. However that works.
Yeah ignoring things is so much easier but maybe not so much in the long road huh?
Thanks so much for your kind words. And encouragement. You are right. We have have enough of hardness in the past time for peace and some kind of loving ourself. However that looks to each of us. thanks sweetie.
YOu guys each of you have made it a little easier.
rsk
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