Posted by star008 on April 17, 2008, at 23:31:37
In reply to Re: Trying to bail on the ClearSkies+ » Dinah, posted by rskontos on April 17, 2008, at 18:18:22
rsk..
being a wife and a mother is huge and takes so much time that it is hard to seperate and do my own work sometimes..
I think that when we are ready that things come to us.. Not necessarily things we want to know.. The inner kids let stuff out when they feel safe. I have never been good at leaving stuff alone and just going on with life. To me, it is something I have to do to heal.. It is hard and it's not fair but that is the way it is for me..I feel as though I have wasted most of my life.. I know how that feels.. and I do not want to parent myself at all.. but i have to since no one else is going to.. I am not so good at it..I tend to ignore things rather than to have to parent myself..Something about I just don't like.. maybe i am angry that I have to at all?? Or maybe it is hard to parent the little girl who no one wanted or even liked??
you will get through this rsk. try not to be hard on yourself.. We have already had enough of that in the past, huh??
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