Posted by llurpsienoodle on November 22, 2007, at 12:05:41
In reply to (((((llllllluuurrrpppsssiiieeeNoOdle))))))))))))) » LlurpsieNoodle, posted by Dory on November 22, 2007, at 9:05:34
> i'm sorry sweetie. of course you get heart felt replies... you've got such a tender heart and you pour it out for people to help them. Not one word of malice from you - ever.
thank you Dory, I have malicious thoughts though I try not to express them in a malicious way.
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> i am so sorry this is so hard for you. i think practicing telling T through journallig is agood idea. i write letters to T every day.. i don't always mean for him to ever get them, but addressing him in the letters is beneficial anyway.I responded above that I'm scared of vomiting if I even write it out. it is nauseating. letters are good. I used to write my pdoc letters, and it helped a lot.
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> you could also draw.. doesn't have to be "pictures of" but it could be just drawing your feelings.. making colour marks about how you feel. Paint what sad looks like.
>I can play the violin. a sad one. Something like carolan's farewell or the second mvmt of Tchaikovsky vln concerto. mournful. but I'm afraid that it will spiral me into some dark and depressed place. I'm vulnerable to depressive reactions that take on a life of their own.
> make a list of how you are different now, postive differences. How have you won. The best revenge is excellence.
Maybe I'll post on self-esteem?
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> i don't know.. maybe none of this would help.
>you have GOOD ideas. thank you for helping :)
> i just wanted to say that Ll, you are one of the brightest stars. You're warm, friendly, sensitve and very smart. i wish i had your grace.
haha us Southern Ladies are renowned for our grace. (as I slump before the computer slurping my ginger ale)
-Ll
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