Posted by Muffled on November 21, 2007, at 23:44:27
In reply to Re: this has been coming on for a couple days now » llurpsienoodle, posted by RealMe on November 21, 2007, at 23:04:21
Sigh my T and me said similiar things...
I still not say stuff.
But maybe the reason you struggling so LL, is cuz it IS time to let the beast out and share it?
My T said that its scarey to be in th dark alone, and she wants to come in the dark with me. And not to owrry bout her, cuz she can take care of herself, and she WANTS to help me carry the burden, and she don't want me to carry it alone.
Can it be any worse to tell it to your T, than having it eat at you from the inside? Maybe it is time to let some light into the dark.
And LL. You SO not cold and callous, you are just protecting yourself.
It can be OK, I am sure of this. You made it this far.
I dunno why people are so worried bout forgiving people and stuff. Maybe sometimes its best to let them go....
Not a bad thing maybe, but maybe necessary? I dunno.
I just want you to be OK LL.
I want you to understand that you have worked VERY hard to get as far as you have.
I think you got what it takes to keep going thru this crap.
Please phone your T as necc, and/or take a page from B2 story, and if it ever gets bad enuf, hosp is NOT the end of the world...
Take good care,
Hope I not say dumb stuff.
(((((((((((((((LL)))))))))))))))
Muffled
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