Posted by llurpsienoodle on November 21, 2007, at 22:05:22
I had an okay week. didn't think I had much to talk about in therapy this week. We did end up talking quite a bit about my dad, who has had a relapse. He's now decrepit. I'm pitiless and callous. That much has been established.
Triggered something dark and ugly. A memory that has no bounds. I got out my dirty laundry a few weeks ago to do some trauma work, and this one was just too ugly and needed to be soaked for a while. I'm never going to talk about this with my T not in a million years. I'd rather do anything. yes. anything than talk about this one. WTF do I do now?
pdoc gave me zyprexa candy called ZYDIS for when I feel the psychotic flashbacks and intrusive thoughts intensifying. I'm gonna take one of those now. I'm really scared and I can't stop crying. Thank goodness it's a holiday tomorrow. I dunno if I could face having to go to work.
-Ll
From her is the race of women and female kind:
of her is the deadly race and tribe of women who
live amongst mortal men to their great trouble,
no help meets in hateful poverty, but only in wealth.
//
Only Hope was left within her unbreakable house, she remained under the lip of the jar, and did not fly away. Before [she could], Pandora replaced the lid of the jar. This was the will of aegis-bearing Zeus the Cloudgatherer.
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