Posted by muffled on April 14, 2007, at 10:14:23
In reply to Re: let's hear it for self-destruction!! ***trigg » antigua, posted by gazo on April 14, 2007, at 9:21:25
WOW. Seriously cool thread.
Lotsa good stuff in there for me too.
And Gazos amazing post to me in another thread.
You got ALOT of insight Gazo. And obvo you are not alone in your behaviours.
There does seem to be a point of no return, least thats what I THOT. And it sure as hell feels like it.Like I KNOW I shouldn't, my inside kid is screaming, but its just inevitable....I HAVE to do it or I will die of hurt. I HAVE to make it stop. But logically we should be able to stop ourselves. In fact one time I was halfway on a tear and phoned my T cuz i knew it was gonna escalate even more and she told me I needed to keep myself safe for my kids. She knows I would do ANYthing for my kids, even stop my slide. And I did. So supposedly its possible.......
Just something to keep in mind.....
Anyhow I have to run, my kids got baseball!!!
Take care all,
And I hope things go OK for you Gazo, its so hard when you in the middle of it all, hard to see, but it sounds like you working hard. Proud to know you Gazo.
Muffled
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