Posted by Deneb on February 6, 2007, at 12:25:26
In reply to Re: I feel upset, I'm manipulative, posted by Meri-Tuuli on February 6, 2007, at 11:45:54
> > I don't know how to act so people won't think I'm manipulative. I always write the wrong things.
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> Deneb, you need to actually *not* be manipulative - then people won't think you're manipulative. Its not the same as being manipulative but pretending to hide it by saying the right things in the right way. Its not a question of acting a certain way, its a question of being a certain way.I don't know how to be a better person. I think I need to die. Babble is better off without me. I'm not changing fast enough for people. As long as I'm alive I will continue to hurt others. I'm sad. I know Babble will be a better place if I were dead. I can't leave Babble as long as I'm alive. If I want to do the right thing I should kill myself. I will never become a good person. I will continue to hurt others as long as I'm alive. The most unselfish thing I can do would be to kill myself and spare others from my manipulations. I'm hopeless. I don't want to hurt others. If I kill myself it will prove my good intentions. I can't change fast enough. People will be sad for a short while, but they would get over it. I need to stop thinking of myself. I need to think of others.
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