Posted by B2chica on September 12, 2005, at 12:45:18
In reply to Re: Cutting*trigger*, posted by muffled on September 12, 2005, at 12:26:53
> > please babble help me through this. i'm very calm and checked out the place i plan to do it saturday. i found an isolated place. i'm scared. but feel trapped. part of me as foolish as it sounds feels like i've been talking about it for so long that if i don't try again i won't be taken seriously, like i'm crying wolf or something.
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> I did that too. I was good to go.I was so close. But I figgered it would be too messy when it got right down to it. But still I convinced myself to do it. Then some small voice inside said try one last thing. I phoned the local crisis line, they called the cops for me. I survived, by a hair...i'll try to remember to make one last call if i get that close. my luck i'd call a suicide hotline and they'll put me on hold...
sorry you were that close, glad you have that small voice. my small voice is slowly giving in to the other voice.i'll tell T tonight when i see him.
and i thank you for the hugs, i just feel so sick.
b2c.
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