Posted by daisym on September 13, 2005, at 11:44:07
In reply to Re: update *trigger*, posted by B2chica on September 13, 2005, at 11:01:07
It has been hard for me to know what to say in this thread because I understand it so well. But I think you are being very brave sharing your feelings with both your pdoc and your therapist. I think that is the little voice that isn't ready to give up yet.
I think I understand the calm though. There is that other little voice that just wants to stop trying. It is so exhausting and I don't know about you, but sometimes I forget what I'm fighting against or why. I just want to lay down.
My therapist reminds me that I won't always feel like this. That feelings aren't stagnant and you just don't know where you will be in a year or two or five. So choosing a permanant solution to temporary feelings isn't wise. Tempting...but not wise.
Hang in there. I'm thinking about you.
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