Posted by daisym on September 4, 2005, at 19:36:15
In reply to Re: Sorting stuff out » daisym, posted by Annierose on September 2, 2005, at 14:08:29
I hide behind pillows, Annie, and I had three on my lap on Thursday. When I pulled the third one over, he laughed.
It *is* so hard to admit embarrassment and keep going. I want to be more grown up than this, I want to be able to calmly talk about all of these feelings in an adult, removed sort of way. Like I do with my kids about sex. I just get swallowed up in the feelings though.
He did call and leave a message even though my phone was off. Said he would tell me exactly what he thought but for now I should just know that he was not going anywhere, no matter what I said.
We are supposed to talk Monday. I may postpone that though. I think is better done in person than on the phone. Or maybe I'm still hiding from him.
Have I said this is hard?
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