Posted by Tamar on March 20, 2005, at 18:28:13
In reply to It's still there (are ya'll sick of this subject?), posted by messadivoce on March 19, 2005, at 3:30:17
I'm sorry you're feeling so sad. I've heard that things to get easier after a year has gone by, but I don't think it's magical... I've heard it's a slow process.
It sounds like you've gone thorugh a lot in recent times, and maybe you're being a bit hard on yourself when you worry you're unable to pray but you still speak to your former T when you're driving. It's OK to talk to him in your car as much as you need to. Eventually the ability to pray will come back; it just takes time.
It's only natural that you miss him, and only natural that he misses you too. People IRL might not always understand, because they haven't been through it, but we're here for you. I hope the pain will begin to ease soon.
Tamar
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