Posted by Adia on September 6, 2003, at 12:30:48
In reply to Re: Please help..feeling really confused.. » Adia, posted by Dinah on September 5, 2003, at 17:11:15
Dear Dinah,
Thank you again for sharing with me and being here...
I am here hanging on, hoping to hear from her..
I guess I shouldn't need her as much as I do, but the idea of losing her makes me panic.
I'm glad it seems you are working well with your therapist and you are able to tell him the things you need and feel...I'm glad you were able to bring up how you were feeling about the money and that you could discuss it with him.
I sent an email to my therapist explaining the ways in which she does help me and how much I do need that safety of what you have shared here...
'just to be there and commit to being there'. You are right that trust is so fragile and it is so important to be able to rely on that certainty at least.
In my mail I ask her to please please talk with me, and I tell her that I want us to find a way to work together...I tell her this isn't helping me at all and explain why I think it isn't right and that we should talk about it..I tried to be honest and clear and write her from my heart and the adult me and not the little girl that is terrified of losing her safe place.
I am trying to hang on and believe that somehow we'll be able to talk and work things out..i don't want to lose her..
Thank you for being here..
I will hang on somehow till I hear from her...
Thanks again, it really really helps not to be alone with all of this..
All my support to you,
Adia.
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> I do hope you can work it out with her. I know how desperately frightened you must be feeling.
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> There are times I'd like to get our therapists together and read them the riot act for their acts of idiocy.
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> But seriously, do you think her judgement might be impaired from her illness?
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