Posted by maxime on November 12, 2010, at 21:53:57
I don't feel good ... at all. Not physically and certainly not mentally. Yes, the Parnate helps to a degree but I am still really depressed whilst taking it. It is still the best med that I have taken for my depression to date. Why can't I have total remission?
Physically, I feel like an 80 year old woman with all my aches and pains.
It is a combination of the depression and the pain that just makes me want to give up. It was bad enough having mental pain. But throw physical pain into the mix and you get ... suicidal plans.
It's all wearing me down. I have no energy to do anything. Yes, I get up and I get to work. Whenever it has come to work I have always been able to go (when I have a job of course). I don't know where that energy comes from.
I just feel like yelling to God and saying "FINE! YOU WIN!"
Bipolar Type 2, ED-NOS, Self-hatred
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Being happy doesn´t mean the pain is gone. you just bury it deeper.
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