Posted by emmanuel98 on December 14, 2010, at 21:03:30
In reply to Re: Why do I feel like jumping off a bridge? » SLS, posted by Maxime on December 14, 2010, at 20:49:05
I hope you keep posting Maxine. I worried about you a lot when you were blocked. It sounds like you need all the help we can muster. Do try posting on the psych board. People might be able to help you get through this suicidality. I have been there and it is extremely painful.
But last summer, I came within seconds of killing myself, then turned back at the last minute. I might very well have been unable to turn back. It's just luck that I am still here. The other day, I thought about what I had done and began shaking and rocking back and forth and crying. It terrified me that I came so close. I can't beleive I felt that way. I am lucky to be alive and glad I still am. I hope you will feel that way soon.
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