Posted by susan47 on January 25, 2008, at 18:49:14
In reply to Re: A Statement, A Mission, A Purpose, posted by susan47 on December 16, 2007, at 20:43:45
This book has a lot to teach, and I guess I have a lot of lessons to learn.
But it's great, it's wonderful, it gives hope like so many people give hope to so many others, and I'm grateful for that.
I have a lot of things to do, changes to make, personal challenges to meet, and I hope I can do that, I want to do it.
It feels alien to talk like this.
I'm afraid I might regret it, later.
It seems too unlike me, too hopeful.
I know the mood will pass.
I don't want it to pass, though. I want it to stay Forever. If it can't stay always, like that, this feeling I have, then I want more of it, and I want to remember the state of mind that brought on my feeling. Too bad it involved a drug.
And THAT is the monkey that has to come off my back.
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