Posted by susan47 on December 17, 2007, at 19:20:52
In reply to Re: the Journey » susan47, posted by Toph on December 17, 2007, at 13:01:29
It's unbelievable how we let others' opinions of us run us down. It's unbelievable that we do this to ourselves, that we spend so much energy in anguish and frustration and feeling bad, feeling dreadful, hurt and regret and rage and so many negative things, when Peace is only a Thought away. That's what's so unbelievable about all of this. Why am I doing this to myself, why did I do this to myself, why do I hate myself to So Much? What is it about me that is so unforgivable, so ugly, so bad? Why am I so bad? Why, why do I feel like this about myself, why do I let the thought of what I loved about him, what i loved to see in him, make me feel like a piece of dirt?
And then the thing that years from now, even days from now, even tomorrow .. what if he meant Nothing to me then? What was my life all about?
So silly, can you Imagine feeling this way about your Therapist, I mean, how Stupid Is That?
And I feel so bad and I have to start feeling good about my life, feeling good about making some changes.
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