Posted by susan47 on December 16, 2007, at 20:43:45
In reply to Re: A Statement, A Mission, A Purpose » susan47, posted by damos on December 16, 2007, at 15:02:43
It all sounds so great, doesn't it Damos? It all sounds good, and then I think about how my ex-T feels about me and I want to kill myself. I can't do that, I have a family, children who depend on me, an ex who needs me to support him too.
Damos, my life sucks so badly right now I can't even describe the feeling. Like being in a pit, like dying, like living death, so sad, so much horrible sadness but I can't be living that anymore, I can't be thinking or feeling that, I can't pick up the phone and dial, I can't get any Relief anywhere, I have done everything in my life Wrong.
What I want is not that. What I want is to change All of That. What I want is to live with Joy.
Where is joy?
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