Posted by University on January 21, 2005, at 4:11:13
I love my boyfriend of 2 years very, very much. But I don't feel I am--or ever was--"in love" with him, whatever that means.
Worse, I think I hang on because I fear that ending the relationship, which I really think is the best thing, may trigger a depression.
I don't feel sexually attracted to him anymore--and haven't for some time. I'm not repelled by him. A Scorpio, I'm very loyal, and it's against my nature to cheat, but I am so tempted sometimes.
The main issue, I suppose, is that I fear that losing him--especially due to my decision--will send my spiralling into depression. I know it all sounds rather pathetic and selfish, but I thought someone around here might appreciate the pickle in which I find myself...
poster:University
thread:445080
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/relate/20041223/msgs/445080.html